supporting or just laughting?!

our scout troop~
29th scout troop will sell something for the CNY as soon as...
In the 2 weeks coming too...
tomorrow,
we need to do something~
meeting and discussing with my scout members...
will they just laughting or supporting?
will they join it?
will they happy?
will they simply do it?
or...
will they excite to do it?
all is negative question...
any hope in positive?

i do know...

Do i happy?
do i enjoy?
i just try my best...
however...
i think i will be optimistic...
i hope so...

how about my parents?
they support me?
they will just say something to drop my hope...
isnt that ask when u do not understand?
or...
just be quiet...
y they all will like that...
is hurt...
i try to cover it...
my feeling...

i know,
is difficult...
i not chee hou...
he has powerful to do anything...
but he learnt a lot too...
may be ...
people in this world alrdy do not know what is responsible or cherish anything do you have...
i think...
i have to try my best...
just try mmy best to do my job without anger...

and today,
i know that u return yesterday...
but how are you now?
he din tell me...
however...
i will just miss u and miss u...
bcoz...
it is no result for us...

guys,
i will tired...
guys,
i will feel sad and down...
guys,
dun simply hurt me...
guys,
i will just try my best...

supporting...
laughting...
always is a question marks...

and now,
din finish my homework...
din touch it and try do to...
do i suitable to organize activity?
haiz...